Current mood:	bored
Current music:	Flogging Molly - 7 Deadly Sins

Nervous
I haven’t played in a long while (and drunken playing doesn’t count). She wants me to play for her. I am nervous. I am not that good, and I don’t know where my sheet music is to practice.

Music like all things is just something I do simi-well. I can draw well enough that people know what I am drawing, but its not great. I can play well enough that people can tell what I am playing (a piano, lol, no…I mean song), but nothing great. I write well enough that people can see what I am thinking.

I am not amazing at any one thing. I wish I had something that I was amazing at.

Still I am nervous and excited about seeing her again. I want to play well, and I want that excitement that was there before to still be with us. In retrospect this time was not a big deal, but somehow it feels pretty huge to me.

Considering how much I am worrying about this, I think its safe to say, I obviously like her alot.

Tonight, I will blow the dust off my keyboard and play again. Get those fingers limber.

For now…I must wait out the last bits of work.