Current mood:	groggy
Current music:	Clackity Clack of the Keyboards

Drunken Night of Debauchery
So I succeeded in my mission to get very drunk last night/this morning.
I went over to Brian’s house around 4pm to help him set up, shop and get ready. We went and bought chairs, food and alcohol.
At the store this really annoying guy who somehow got an invite to the party met up with us…purely by strange coincidence. He proceeded to shop with us, and piss Brian and I off to no end.

When we got back to his place, I had to build the grill that was still in the box due to a brother to brother miss-understanding. The grill was a piece of crap, but it worked well enough for what we needed. So when Brian’s bro arrived with the charcoal and light fluid we started grillen.

People arrived slowly and all through the night, party got really fun around 11pm, and went on till 4am, when most people left and it just became a few of us, with Brian passed out in his room.

In the drunken hazy state of the party a girl called Joy, who only wore an overcoat to the party anyway, started stripping and talking in heavily sexually innuendoed sentences. She found a particular interest in Greg and I, Greg being Brian’s roommate, a cute guy, but one that honestly puts off a bit of Gay vibe.

She took us too Brian’s bed and began laying on us, and attempting to get Greg and I to have sex in front of her….she offered numerous sexual favors to get us to do this. Eventually she got simi bored, drank more and then attempted to make out with the other girls at the party.

When the girls turned her down, she went back for Greg and I, and began to remove Greg’s cloths. Greg being a smart man did not complain, as she was fairly good looking, and already basically naked.

When I realized that she was actually an employee, I sobered up a bit and put some distance between us. No reason to even entertain thoughts, not safe.

I think there were only 2 reasons I even let myself get so flirty and close. 1. Drunk as hell. 2. Was angry/scared/distrustful of my current girlfriend being in Vegas with her ex-boyfriend.

Nothing happened beyond a foot massage that was a competition between Greg and I as to what non-sexual act causes the most pleasure. Needless to say I felt that I won…..but who knows.

So my night ended with a lot of water….sitting around sobering up enough to drive. Heading home and crashing, to get up in 4 hrs to go to work.

I luckily don’t have a hang over, but then again I didn’t go to sleep drunk…so. Now I just wait till Jess gets back, and see what happens from there.

I can smell fall in the air already. It is my favorite season. Fall always brings change though, its that time of year where the decay of the growth of spring and summer tinges the air with an almost tactile smell. The new turns to the old, and soon dies in the cold clutches of winter. Change.

I can feel this company changing, I can feel me changing. At least I can tell what move the company wants to make, when I think about me, I worry I am about to hit that crazy phase I never went through in College, but I don’t know. We shall see.