| The Next Big Thing |
[06 Mar 2006|02:35am] |
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Sheryl Crow - I'ma Lover I'ma Bitch |
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So here's a thought: Marriage
School is over, I have a job, looks good on the going up in the company....what is next??
Some would say to live, be free, have fun, travel. I have managed to do all those things and more. I honestly have lived 2 peoples lives in my 23 years. Even if I take a few years just for my career what is next.
Marriage. It does not scare me; in fact I am scared of the direct opposite: alone. My fear of being alone has always made marriage look wonderful; having another person permantly bound to you, the promise of constant companionship.
That thought alone should scare away all woman in a 9 state distance. Bound to someone who is scared of being alone...LOL. Anyway.
Marriage is the next step in the process. The process that we have all heard or felt since birth. School Work Marriage Kids More Work (hope for retirement)Death.
I think I am ready to take that next step, as opposed to just wanting it to not be alone. Hmm, interesting.
34 Days. Loose Hawgs! Getting Close to Road Runners!
I miss you.
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