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[18 Feb 2006|12:42am] |
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I am in a horrible mood.
I feel lost and alone.
I am tired beyond all imagination.
It rained tonight, and got a little cold. It made me want all my stuff. Its been almost two months now since I have felt at home anywhere. This apartment does not feel like home. All my belonging are in a storage unit in Colorado.
My fucking parents told me, "Don't worry about your stuff, we will bring it out too you." Now its too exspensive to help out, maybe in a few months. If I had known that 2 months ago I would have made arangments to bring my stuff out here.
I am pissed off. I am tired, which doesn't help the pissedness, and I am hungry...which REALLY doesn't help.
I pulled out my shoulder today somehow....I went to do a push-up and dropped to the floor in pain. I can now barely move my arm.
I was going to move in with this awesome guy in april, but his roommate ditched out early...and now he had to find a roommate early. ARRG. I never get to live with the people I want...sheesh. College same thing happened...stupid dorm mix up. Air Force Academy, I didn't get my room assignment. Now here...first this girl...now who knows...
Man am I in an ugly mood. I want to go make food...but the lovers are here...and their door is open...and from the sound of it...I don't want to go into the kitchen. Maybe I will just take a hot shower and go to bed.
I hope I can sleep tonight.
I hate everything.
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| Gross...then Cute... |
[18 Feb 2006|01:05am] |
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Ok first ick...
So finnally I say screw it...I need food.
So I go out into the kitchen turn on the light and start cooking. Out of my roommates bedroom stumble 2 naked guys.
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Ok...awkward moment.
Well I manage to put out a hand and introduce myself to the 2 nude guys...Ben and Brain...I think...
Well they scamble to put on cloths...and quickly leave.
Bedroom door still open....
I am cooking for maybe 10mins...still hear the TV going, music going, but no one else comes out...and no movement.
So I peek in...its dark..so I can't really see anything...but no screams of get out....so finnally I go in.
My roommate is passed out on the bed in the most awkward of positions. Well so I pulled the covers over her, and layed her down, patted her back and made sure she was alive.
I got a satisfided little gurgle...and she pulled the covers close....and snuggled in. SO CUTE. Man I miss sleepy women.
Well like petting purring cats, that restored my good mood. Still tired, but content.
FOODS READY.
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| A Walk in the Park, 1984 Style |
[18 Feb 2006|03:50am] |
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Gagnon's Joke gives Brazil 4 TB-F37's Stamped Twice.
Brazil
By Terry Gilliam
This movie was quite possibly was one of the strangest films I have ever seen. Piggy backing of the literary influences of Orwell's "1984", Ann Rand's "Anthem", and Ray Bradbury's "Fahrenheit 451" the film Brazil stars a young Jonathan Pryce (later the Governor in Pirates of the Carribean, also Juan Peron in the 1996 version of Evita) as a common man in an opressivly controlled, paper work ladden society. The film, which uses quite stunning visual effects considering its low budget and 1985 release, follows Sam Lowry through his life, his daydreams, and his rebellion. With Michael Palin (Monty Python) as his dim-witted friend, and Robert De Niro as his renagade (read: stealth ninja) heating man, Brazil is like a drug trip without the need for phsycodellic color screens or dronning music. The film leaves you asking why, and thinking how awful, just like 1984. All and all it was a good film, some funny parts, but mostly the tragic workings of human control gone facist.
Thought Provoking Questions: For me....HOW CAN WE AVOID THIS? which leads to....... How would this happen?
Like Nazi Germany, where kids turned in parents, and spys were spied upon, socities that feel that power and papper work are more important that humanity and the ineffecientcies of freedom are bound to fall into the realm of stories and films like 1984 and Brazil.
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| ITS ARIVIED |
[18 Feb 2006|01:58pm] |
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Firefly the complete series on DVD came today!! Woot....must not get sucked in and watch them all tonight...need sleep.
Oh got 8 hrs of sleep last night....feeling much better.
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