| A Long Long Day... |
[17 Feb 2006|03:12am] |
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I did not sleep much last night.
Work kept me till 3AM....12hr shifts are getting old.
I need sleep....my eyes hurt from being open and staring at screens all day.
The accident is back. It was one of those quiet dark nights driving home, no one was on the road. The song played. A woman was crossing the road. It all came back.
There will be no sleep tonight.
Times like these I try to think of why's and how longs. Why did it happen? Why was there good that came out of it? How long will it hurt? How long will these memories haunt me? Why was he there? How did he feel?
A short time to sleep can often times be an eternity to be awake. There is only so long my body will be able to run on Coke and Tea. I wonder how long this time will be, days? Weeks?
I wish my insomnia was like Fight Club...at least I would be in shape and have cool bruises.
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[17 Feb 2006|02:51pm] |
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Lots of Keyboards |
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Weeeelllll, night was long...and now I am again at work.
I did end up getting about 2hrs of sleep.
Gotta go clock in now...
Later.
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