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Alrighty, anyone who reads this knows I love to talk....so lets talk. Where the fuck am I??? So lots changed, big deal....
Lets get it done. Its time to move on, its time to move up, its time to achieve, its time to be who I am.
Too long, I haven't been myself. NO MORE. If there is one goal in my life that I have to keep in the next months, it is, let no one supress who I am, let no one determine who I am, finnaly be the person I was ment to be.
On to happier subjects:
I am here in Newport Beach, living in the OC, by the beach after much trials and tribulations, and a whole lot of apprehention about moving to California, but I have to admit I love the weather and the location....though so far the people (in general) haven't impressed me much.
My new roommate is somewhat of an enigma to me. She is gorgeous, obviously smart (she is an Arcitectual engineer), but she is very materialistic, snobby, obviously jaded by her lifestyle. She really cares for her small annoying dog, but other than the end of a bottle, that is the only bit of affection I have seen from her. Still the place is simi-nice, the location is great, 12 mins from work, 3mins from the beach, and about 0 mins from lots of eateries.
My new job is like getting paid for sex, but with out the filthy getting filmed part (only filthy cause of my body....blech). The benefits are out the wazzoo...and I am not even full time yet. The people are amazing, so far only 1 I don't like, a Loud Mouth Asshole named John from New York. He is determined to get my class of 18 people in trouble, and he is overly offensive, and loud when there is no need. He is a know it all, and a stuck up punk, who thinks he not only knows best for eveyone, he will also tell you REALLY LOUDLY, in his terrible accent....it would be best for the company and all, if he got ICED. Air Force Terminolgy creeping out there.
I have been lonely lately, though the 2 wonderful cats that it is my great pleasure to know, help very much. However yesterday, I reconnected with an old flame, that I had fallen out of touch with, 8 years or more, since High School. We fell back into our old ways of talking after like 30mins and ended up talking for like 5 hours.
Its great to talk to her, she always has been the same brain as me, perverted, jokes, sexual everything, just like a female me, but hotter...anyway.
Of cource I would love this to go further, cause I never explored this relationship when we were in school,but now the distance and time change is likely to make that impossble. Still even if nothing come of it, just knowing there is someone out there that likes me is enough. And its great to talk to her!
And who knows...she has a plane ticket anywhere, and wants to go to the beach for some vaction time....maybe she will pay me a visit, and I will be finnaly able to break in this new mattress...er...show her around LA.
Hopefully, I can be good at this job and make it to full time, my schedual is a little weird. 3PM to 12AM, but I am hoping to make some friends at work, so that my off days arn't spent on the computer playing game.
Signing of for the night, but remeber, The only thing worse than racists is Asians!
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